Just like many of my Academy peers, my biggest fear is what I am going to do in the future. Where will I go to college? What will I major in? What job will I get? Will I get married/who will I marry? How will I support my family?
I have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life. I want to go to college, but I don't know what I will study to prepare me for my future. I am jealous of people who seem to have their life planned out because they have a plan and are working to achieve it. On the other hand, I am just trying my best in school and hopefully everything will work out well. I think the thing that scares me the most is the uncertainty and possibility of failure. I don't know how my life will work out, but I do not like thinking that one big mistake could negatively impact the rest of my life while one good choice can make my life that much better. For example, I fear that I will find a job after college based on what I major in and be stuck in that career for the rest of my life even if I do not enjoy it. Finally, another thing that I am afraid of is regrets. I worry that in years to come I will regret quitting and never doing things, and I will wish that I could change it.
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