My fear

What is your worst fear? For most people, this question would evoke responses such as spiders, heights, or losing a loved one; for me however, the response is much different. My worst fear is loneliness or that my friends and family won't like/accept me. I'm the type of person that always wants to please everyone; I want to make people happy and if I'm not I will try to change that. Where some people seek fulfillment through personal achievement or personal pleasure, I seek fulfillment through other's approval. This is one reason why I strive to maintain a good grade point average in school. If I get a 'C' in a class I fear my parents will get very angry and be disappointed at me; to me, that is the worst thing in the world. A more irrational part of my fear is that I will be abandoned someday and I will have no one in the world to be my friend. The scenario I portray with this would be my parents dumping me in a busy city and leaving me, and then everyone in the city being unfriendly to me, not helping me and trying to avoid my glance.