Writing territories

Writing Territories
~I have a fear of being harmed by a stranger.
~ People who just don't listen annoy me.
~ I have accomplished many things in life. Fencing results would be an example.
~ I am confused about where I am going in life and what I should do to get there.
~ It sorrows me to hear about amazing acts going unrecognized.
~ I dream about the future.
~Idiosyncrasies for me: fencing.
~ I don't take risks much. I like to be in total control. 
~Beloved Possessions would now be my dogs. Then, my diary was absolutely my beloved possession.
~Problems: balancing all parts of my life.

Of these 10 points not takings risks and being in total control most likely have the largest impact on me. I have to be in control. I get paranoid when some activities go haywire. I like to have a plan. Many people try to just have events go as they flow. I don't, well can't, do that. I have to know that after we see a movie we will go to dinner then to... the mall. This will allow me to know the exactly what I an doing. I then could slightly off then plan. I have to be in control with school. I could almost say I am a perfectionist or a near perfectionist. I desire for every action I complete to be right, and near perfection. Risky actions are extremely hard to make perfect; as well, I do not like to put my life in dangerous situations. I do not understand people who enjoy doing stupid actions on a regular basis to have fun. I must stay in control of the situation I am in and my actions must at least be near perfect.